I started at 57kg, so really skinny and I am now at around 63/64kg. ![]() This might be another whole topic, but I'm so confused between trying to put on weight and losing it. I don't think I'm super ugly, might just be a bit borderline between ugly and average, but not absolutely appalling.įor the last couple years I have tried building muscles to increase my chance of meeting people, but the progress have been really slow. I think I being a partially-closeted gay guy might be one of the reasons why I can't find any gay guys, even just for mates.Īlthough I think another big reason is my looks. Majority of the new friends (which are not that many) the past few years know, and I am somewhat comfortable being myself at most times especially when I'm not in the suburbs that I know a lot of my country of origin's friends reside. Not completely open as my family doesn't know and neither are my friends from my country of origin. ![]() I have only started to live openly as a gay man about 5 years ago.
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